being a young adult is difficult. we have to make our own decisions and be responsible and all that shit. i dont want to. i want to be given the permission to be childish and irresponsible, still.

i know it's not possible now...

i know i promised more entries after i get layovers... but i have just been too lazy. i have also been relying on others to take all the photos. HAHAHA

i cannot stand returning back to an empty BUILDING. with all my friends out on flights and no one to talk to. :(

i cannot stand that empty hotel room with two beds.

but i love it all.

Paloma

Hello myself, I know I should update my blog more often but I have a lack of inspiration.
Had my very first flight yesterday and it was great. When I start having layovers, I would start posting pictures and updating more often!

Super act cute pictures of mine.

Im gonna graduate in a weeks' time!!!

Have many photos but they're all in my frens' camera... I keep forgetting to bring a camera with me. :(

Really had a lot of fun these few days... Guess it's time to pack my room. HAHAHA. and wash my laundry. You won't believe how much has piled up... CRAZINESS!

Nobody wants to send me a package from Singapore.. :( words that come out are 'i miss u a lot' but when action has to be taken.. None taken, apparently. I hate u... Bye

Photos from Week 1

June

25 June Bombay

27 June London Gatwick

30 June Kuala Lumpar

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Pot luck party

It's been a month since I got here. I love my batchmates and of course, my flatmate.. but sometimes I just feel so homesick and lonely. Living abroad is a whole new different thing for me, since Ive never been separated from my parents and siblings since young. Its so important to be strong. I love my job and everything, but sometimes I just wish to be close to someone, like have someone who understands me and whom I can talk complete honesty to... I have yet to find that person though. I'm tired and I don't wanna be alone all the time, cos I will think too much. Haha maybe Im just a kid. I need to handle this well.

Come to think of it, sometimes life is like a pot luck party. You'll never know what life will bring you. It might be different, but it might be good. Some people just take the same dish all the time because they're afraid of what the other dishes will be like. I guess Im tasting a dish that's bittersweet, but that's what makes it wonderful, right?

Finally one of us has internet! At Elisa's apartment now. A few of us here, just like an internet cafe. :D

I miss Singapore so much! Can't wait to fly and get back there and meet my family and friends!!!