I think I understand that now.
Dear friend, don't you know that pretending to not care is the only way I can pretend I'm strong and that I'm okay? I don't know whether it's a good thing. I'm so afraid that I'll get hurt, and so I block emotions and thoughts from happening. I don't even want to think about it.
I'm afraid I have too many dirty secrets. I'm afraid to open that part of me that decided to not care.
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