Friday, March 11, 2011

Friendship?

Its 5.41am in the morning & I can't sleep. Was supposed to wake up for something important in 29 minutes' time but now I'm just going to attend it like a panda.

Just feeling so fucking disappointed in someone. Someone I thought I would be best friends with all my life. Yes, we've had our differences, and we've been fighting more than ever these days. But never once have I thought of deleting you from my life. I've deleted countless people from my life and it's only because they don't mean a thing and I no longer want them there. Maybe it's the same way for you. And you actually said you should have done it a long time ago. Never did realise that our friendship was so difficult and meaningless to you.

Maybe some of you were right. I'm not a guy and never will be. No matter how much we enjoy our time together and have in common, we'll never be the kind of real best friends that real best friends could be. Maybe it's all superficial. Maybe we've all been wasting time building something that was going to die off eventually anyway. Maybe it's good that this is happening now so we won't waste more time. And maybe really, friendship is just a temporary phase in everyone's life.

I fucking wanna laugh at the statement "we dont need to have a lot of friends, just one or two real ones.' ITS SUCH A FUCKING JOKE.

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