i dont discriminate the crazy, those people whom are different, because God knows we are all a little crazy inside.

Especially myself.

Recently I've been feeling like I wanna disappear from the face of Earth. I don't deserve anything I'm given. I don't deserve the people around me. I'm selfish, egoistic and arrogant.

I don't want to be myself.

And I'm troubled. Because I still have to be me for the rest of my life. Is my existence a mistake? What difference have I made in this world? What have I done for my family and closest friends? Or even the people in need?

I see life as a constant struggle. And I feel tired. Maybe I've got all my priorities wrong. It's time to rethink my life and what I really want.

But every time I wanna do something, the loneliness inside me creeps up unknowingly. It makes me feel so alone, and so empty.

It makes me unable to concentrate on anything, except to make this feeling go away.